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But I did wake up at 4 am bloody starving and had to get up and eat. Stoopid thing ta have to do...who the hell invented eating anyway???

I was playing on Nzd yesterday...hehe. Had a blast when my posting allowance came through after only 24 hours, maxed a thread, got hammered and told everybody on the adults board I had my finger stuck up my arse...hehe.

But then my posting allowance ran out. Damn silver star but I ain't getting gold just to be ...

tis a bit early to be up at this hour but oh god i was so nordy last nite...arrrrggghhh!!! fcuk! fcuk! fcuk! oh well...shit happens...hehe.

so i'm hoping it's gonna be a nice day today but it's not looking too good out there. i so need to get outside and weed, spray weeds, wash house, paint house...all boring shit but it's gotta be done. (least it might keep me outa trouble eh )

anyway i'm torn between two realtors, both given me a good price for the house, ...

and i really, really wanted to get out in the garden today...oh well, will have to stay and play on the net...i'm gutted...no really i am.

well somehow i don't think that real estate guy appreciated my lovely little home yesterday. doesn't he understand that this place is not just wood and bora???? this house opitimizes LOVE, and LAUGHTER and years of happy child rearing and...oh blah...it's a shithole and he knew it... hehe.

methinks i'll call another agent ...

...i hate paydays, just means i have to pay bills. i hate bills, just means i have to be broke. i hate being broke, just means i have to stay home....hmmmm....but i LIKE staying home????

yaaaaaaay for paydays!

i'm gonna ring the real estate agents today and put my house on the market...how exciting huh. hope they tell me it's worth millions and not the sad few k it's really worth. *sigh* one can dream...hehe....

last nite i found some reading on the net which showed me where i'd been going wrong in certain aspects of my life. such a cunt to find it this late in life but still good to know so i can apply it later. not sure why some of you just know this stuff instinctively, some never know and people like me take years to get their heads around it. *sigh*

having found what i did kind of makes me yearn for nzd a little to be able to share it with those who are lost and looking for answers ...