Raine's driven to insane boredom, rants

...i hate paydays, just means i have to pay bills. i hate bills, just means i have to be broke. i hate being broke, just means i have to stay home....hmmmm....but i LIKE staying home????

yaaaaaaay for paydays!

i'm gonna ring the real estate agents today and put my house on the market...how exciting huh. hope they tell me it's worth millions and not the sad few k it's really worth. *sigh* one can dream...hehe....

last nite i found some reading on the net which showed me where i'd been going wrong in certain aspects of my life. such a cunt to find it this late in life but still good to know so i can apply it later. not sure why some of you just know this stuff instinctively, some never know and people like me take years to get their heads around it. *sigh*

having found what i did kind of makes me yearn for nzd a little to be able to share it with those who are lost and looking for answers ...

i must be healing though have a lovely bottle of port my brother bought me from perth and a whole cask of red another brother pulled outa a dumpster in case of emergencies.

something dodgy is up with the pts system here...i bet thousands on the cruisaders and only won about 13 hundred of it back...grrr. oh well...easy come, easy go.

and hey shrub...i hear ya!

i got 57 points for making this journal. wonder how much i get for each entry....hehe. :P

and if my stupid arse boyfriend dumps me today i'm going to beg webby to let me back and become a big-arse hory slag! ha!