Raine's driven to insane boredom, rants

last nite i found some reading on the net which showed me where i'd been going wrong in certain aspects of my life. such a cunt to find it this late in life but still good to know so i can apply it later. not sure why some of you just know this stuff instinctively, some never know and people like me take years to get their heads around it. *sigh*

having found what i did kind of makes me yearn for nzd a little to be able to share it with those who are lost and looking for answers so often on there, but oh well. i may pass it onto them through other members at a later stage.

a private entry above this indicates some confusion with my "treehugger phillosophy", but i also found more reading about that last nite which pretty much taught me i had misinterpretted that phillosophy, showed me where my thinking was flawed and gave me some tips to rectify this. (also found out the real name for it is "cognitive thinking or science" )

onwards and upwards.....