Yeah I know get over it, but I just am, its just the way it is. I feel everything is on my shoulders and I have to organise everything, why me you may ask? Well because I jsut do, and even if I delegate people don't do what they ask, and so I do it myself, like the christmas function at work, if I leave bits to the others to organise, then they don't get done and if I leave it undone, then people will have a crap time.

So here I am being miss organiser, I have been at work all morning and done just social club shit. Organising tickets, and drinks vouchers, and buses, and decorations, and the fact noone sent the cheque off to the people where we are having it and stuff like that. It sucks big time.

Then theres family crap at the moment, and then there is other family things to organise, and the soccer competition which should just organise itself... 10 people say they want to play 10 people should turn up to play.