That is how I feel today... I notice there is no "Blah" in the mood list.. or any "Hot lifeguard...oh he is so dreamy" yet *looks at Kall* I'll put it as hungry becuase that is what I am at the moment.

Anyway I just feel blah, so not into work (Hence on here!) and so not into soccer tonight, and so not into going to lunch with my friend. Partly cos I am still a wee bit annoyed at her for Saturday night, but really just had me wishing I had my sister here as she would never say no to me.

When I think abotu Saturday night and why I am annoyed with my friend, I think well how silly, you can't be annoyed with her just becuase she said she didn't want to go out. But I think its more than that. I think it comes down to her lately just talking about herself and the times I have dropped everything I was doing to go down and see her becuase she was upset or needed someone to talk to etc etc. Then the one time I need something (and I really felt like I needed to go out on Saturday night - might sound silly to you, but I just needed to go and have a blast ) she isn't there for me. Gets up my nose. Makes me wonder who I can count on in this world.

But anyway she rung me up and wanted to go out to lunch, and I don't know how to say no. So I will go to lunch, everything will be alright.

But thats not the only reason I feel blah, I don't really know. Probably some post menstrual hormones running around there.

Well back to writing my training module I suppose. I really feel like going for a swim (no not for the hot lifeguard today!) it always makes me feel a bit better!

have fun everyone!