I've been single for over six months now and that was from a relationship that only lasted a couple of weeks. I seem to have long breaks in between girlfriends. I have a confidence issue where I find it hard to ask girls out. I'm not sure why.

I sometimes wish that I could just find the person i'm ment to be with. I see all my friends with thier girlfriends and when they talk about them it's kinda depressing. I sometimes think that if i'm to die alone i'd rather die now. I've been thinking of moving to the US where I can get a fresh start and get to know people who don't know me or have heard of me.

I don't know...