Yeah I know get over it, but I just am, its just the way it is. I feel everything is on my shoulders and I have to organise everything, why me you may ask? Well because I jsut do, and even if I delegate people don't do what they ask, and so I do it myself, like the christmas function at work, if I leave bits to the others to organise, then they don't get done and if I leave it undone, then people will have a crap time.

So here I am being miss organiser, I have been at work all...

So I am PMSy, normallly every month, I am easy to annoy for like a day, then it comes and I have pain, light periods and its alllllll over rover. This time, I am easily to annoy for like 1/2 day, then I get a bit of pain, (take the appropriate pills for it) and then extra light period, then I am just shitty at the moment, pain is gone which is unusal. Weird as I must say, and I'm shitty, or not very tolerant might be better put.

Other than that good weekend, spent loads of money,...

I am learning how to play the piano and 2 weeks in a row I haven't been able to do practise, just too busy in my life, and maybe a wee bit lazy.

Mum is a bitch pretty much, I know I shouldn't talk about Mum like that, BUT she just drives me nuts. I don't understand why she has to make life soooooooo difficult! My sister comes over in a month and I am so looking forward to that, EXCEPT Mum is trying to keep her away from me. Sarah is my best friend and I hers and Mum hates that....

Now I have had yesterday off work, and I slept slept and did some more sleeping, I feel fine. Except I did have a headache last night, and I was remembering what my friend said to me bout shagging and headaches, but alas I just slept.

I did get a wee bit of chrsitmas shopping done yesterday, I couldn't believe how many people were at the mall for a week day and felt like asking them all how come they wern't at work haha.

I wouldn't mind being a lady of leisure......

Camp was great. I'd have to rate it up there as on eof the top Guiding camps that I have been to ever, definitley the best as a leader. It was well organised, well run, and I got to do some activities. I was a bit sad I didn't get to do the confidence course, but something I did get to do was the Balance island.

There was this suspended bridge, the was really hard to walk across, I was the only leader that did. The others walked part way then when they got to the middle the...