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| aahh my friend who is sick, went into Hospital last night. NOT GOOD. I thought I was prepared for when it was going to happen but I wasn't. Now I jump everytime the phone goes becuase I think its going to be more bad news about it. | ||||
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| Yeah its no good at all. Thank you Sparkley Gal I feel like saying other stuff but its all a bit morbid really. I am just pissed off at the world today. | ||||
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| You can say other stuff Penny ... feel free to vent ... This is a place where you can say anything (within reason). ![]() | ||||
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| Well it sucks that it happens at all. I try and sit here and see it as a good thing becuase she has been in pain for months and pretty much drugged out, and when I have seen her its been pretty hard. But its still so horrible. She is one of the best people I know, the whole way through she only has cared about how other people are feeling and handling it all. And she doesn't deserve this in life at all. Makes you wonder who is looking after this world. How come someone as lovely as she is goes, and other murderers and the like get to live? I dunno how long she will last in the hospital, shes pretty stubborn. | ||||
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| That's awful Penny. It certainly does make you wonder who's pulling the strings up there huh? I know of too many people who have died before their time and I've seen many others who I don't think should be around. My thoughts are with you .... let us know how things go okay? | ||||
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| Do you think sometimes you have like 1 year where everything goes wrong, then your okay for a bit? I feel like that this year. I am rather glads its August maybe things will start to get better! | ||||
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| I've been having a pretty shit year myself Penny with my ex and all the legal stuff going on ... but I'm concentrating on all the good things that are happening in my life; Kall, us moving in together etc etc ... and am hoping that all the crap is over with by the end of the year so I can put it all behind me. | ||||
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| I'm hoping not for much longer! I haven't had a chance to play because have been away all weekend ![]() Watch out Penny! How is your friend doing now chick? | ||||
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| Hey Sparkley Gal, She passed away on Friday Morning, I have been in Waihi since then helping out. Haven't even been home yet, came straight to work. | ||||
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| Oh Penny ... Hugs to you. I'm terribly sorry .... I know it's awful to say but at least you can get on with your life now ... you can concentrate on your trip over to Aus yes? | ||||
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| Yeah, It was a bit of Closure. It sounds stupid but the funeral was yesterday, and while it had its moments and things, we all had a ball planning it and celebrating her life. Yeah I will look at doing that. Theres another couple of things to sort out first, but really I just gotta decide if it is what I want to do. | ||||