oh god that must have been hard for you. just wish people would believe there is light at the end of the tunnel. i think there is a time and place for grieving etc...just think some people put to much into that and it's stupid. (hence my friend is sad a lot...love her to pieces though)
then again i was once in the same situation...thought my life was over the other time i lost someone i really loved...dwelled on it and let the grief rule me for months...i'll never put my kids through that again. fcuk that shit...lol!