[Penny]

Well it sucks that it happens at all. I try and sit here and see it as a good thing becuase she has been in pain for months and pretty much drugged out, and when I have seen her its been pretty hard.

But its still so horrible. She is one of the best people I know, the whole way through she only has cared about how other people are feeling and handling it all. And she doesn't deserve this in life at all.

Makes you wonder who is looking after this world. How come someone as lovely as she is goes, and other murderers and the like get to live?

I dunno how long she will last in the hospital, shes pretty stubborn.